Grandnificent Affair

6:39 a.m. and I'm awaken by the sure sound of my stomach. Breakfast: cold turkey with swiss cheese, natural shredded cheddar, spicy mustard, on (one) honey wheat bagel, and (two) whole wheat bread. So yummy and made full of love. Twenty minutes later, and there screams the stove, alarming me that my tea water is hot and ready for an orange pekoe bag and honey. Stir her up and I'm alive and present for the day...




It's funny how this month is about me for me and my realizations. I've already made progress in ways that I needed most. Telling someone that you love them everyday is a great way to send a sign saying, "I'm thinking of you." or "You've got a deep and special place in my heart." And by the way; life would not be the same without the give and take actions and by that I mean that, in many ways, it's so true; love is pain said in another sweet and sexy language. I am so attentive to learn and speak it...




Writing a song with a title like "Grandnificent Affair" was superb and interesting. What the hell could I possibly be talking about? For me, it was just a statement of gratitude; saying that you might not yet have everything you want in your life, but you've got life. Celebrate life everyday. Wake up one day and decide to randomly grow your hair our. I did and I'm almost sure that the more it grew, the more knowledge I knew. Such a GRANDNIFICENT AFFAIR...

A Month of Me

In the recent words of my new friend, Alex Kinsey, "I like where I am at right now." The month of May was dedicated to sharing music all over the state of Florida. My band and I took every challenge and flipped any and every negative energy into a positive force. I love my team of Martians and already, we've made unforgettable memories.



We sold 220 copies of our EP Album; out of a total of the 300 that were printed and pressed. Pretty damn good if you ask me. We were also called back to play at a few venues. Had we had time and an open day, we wouldn't have had to say no. All and all, I personally never expected my first tour to go as swell. We did all that we wanted to and more. Thank God...



I'm home now and have been for about five days. I'm writing this to make a connection with the reader and I; to show that it is okay to take a break and give some time to yourself. This month of June is all about me. I an finally get back to my home roots like, cooking my vegies and home grown foods, drinking my hot water from my home tap, cleaning what is needed, taking my dog for long poop walks and feeding him treats...



and so on. Remember though, take a break to get better. For me, gaining realization is my primary focus in taking this break. I don't mean that in a way towards changing my actions of optimism; it just means I can be a little harder on myself in order to make my dreams more real. I can focus on making myself the greatest I can be, in every way by making this month A MONTH FOR ME...

My Love is Beyond Me

I love people. I love the entire world. I have no hate for a single human being. I am at peace with the men and women of the government, war or no war, because the fact of the matter is, we, the people, go through the wars of our lives' every day. I am a prime example of that last statement...

Truthfully, I am perfectly lonely and tired of being alone. I smile at that thought. But, perfectly lonely is just a use of personal success as a crutch for something (someone) that is missing. Tired of being alone is just as it is quoted. Like said before, I hate no one. Women; I'd love to get to know you all on a personal level, date you, grow and get closer, fall in love, and marry you. Sadly for you, my heart still has a home that's in the midst of being either torn down or reconstructed...

And you mam; I don't know where to stop this whole writing thing. But, Iw ill say, that I am obviously your number one in many categories if not love. You became spiritual through me. You became inspired by me and began writing. You took a risk; with me and for me. With anyone else, you would've never seen the day that you were praying and writing your feelings in the same moment. My love for you has molded you and made your heart better. Use it instead of you mind, because your mind is what has you lost. Maybe then, you'll return home. My love for you remains here. MY LOVE IS BEYOND ME...

written 5/21/2010

Feel This and Respond

Everywhere I travel to, it seems as if the road is meant for only two. More than anything, I attempt to paint the picture in my dreams where it's me and my love. I possess so much material that it's almost too much at times. One thing I know and believe, though, is that there can never be too much love. In other words, my thoughts portraits remain of you...

Is there a reason for my lack of concern toward our situation. Two folks carrying the same hearts but living different lives; at this point and time. But there is always later. It's said that the distance between loved ones is what captures them running back into each others arms later, yet faster than before. If you could only consider the two of us. I'm clearly not over you and you, clearly not through with me. We'll cross that bridge again someday...

I recall a memory that speaks rhythms and beats in my heart. I know you remember my childish reaction after I held your face and kissed your lips as you held my excited body. And I still couldn't stop holding your hands because had I, I would have fainted from shock and disbelief. And as you finally start your car, through your review vision, I'm jumping, screaming, dancing. I'm in 2nd grade again. Only this time, I'm with the love of my life and not the friend of my day. You felt it too. And you still do. Which is why you shouldn't just read this; you should FEEL THIS AND RESPOND...

written 5/18/2010

Imagine That

Imagine a world full of limitless and unconditional love from man to women in its entirety. Imagine the sun and the moon sharing the sky at the same time.



Imagine the worlds leading company without any management or better yet a country without a president. Imagine, with or without all these possibilities, how much harder people would work to gain their needs and wants...

Imagine me writing a song entitled, "Somebody Feels Like I Do," instead of its contrary. Imagine me never meeting you, the love of my life. Imagine me sharing the same thoughts and dreams as the dreamer who dreams of me. Imagine my music without its lyrics. Imagine me building your dream house for our future, as was done in "The Notebook."



Imagine me without fairy-tale confidence. Imagine me without my heart; you...

Imagine me, with or without all these possibilities, and how much harder I would work to gain my needs and wants. I believe it's safe to say, though, that it's too late to imagine a few of these considering some are now a reality and I am already working my ass off for dreams and imaginations. Imagine me in a world where failure was really the new second chance. If that were the case of my reality, I'd ask for no other blessing, because then, with love, I'd start all over again. IMAGINE THAT...

It's Just a Preview

Miami, Tampa, and Gainesville, all have copies of our new EP. It's amazing to see how far it's gone in just three days, literally. Show to show, we continue to learn and realize that we are novel to this. Though, we know it's our time, we also know that this is just the beginning...

With that said, I must inform and re-announce to the public that the new record is without a doubt, not near the finishing product. For it is just a demo; a collection of songs that will be remastered to perfection and placed on an actual album. Although this EP will be in stores and on iTunes, for the buyer, please note that you're listening to a rough draft or something that is going to be better than great. As a lover of music, I constantly take into consideration that I am my best judgement, aside from the most high. I am my own perfectionist. I either love or hate myself and/or what I am doing and with my heart and soul, I passionately love this. With each inspiration, through my love and life experiences, I will be continually pissing out songs like kidney stones, for years and years to come...

Take note of where I've come from and where WE are now. I love my band. This tour means war and it's a fight, everyday, to grab the attention of the audiences, and we've got weapons of mass destruction, making it impossible for us to be stopped. So all that you see, from the tour to the (ROUGH DEMO) EP; IT"S JUST A PREVIEW...

Don't Want it to Ever Stop

I'm in a new spectrum now. It's come and go and gone from here. It's such a pace to keep up with but I; we, have no problem running this amazing race. With the grace of the almighty most high, more than our minds, our hearts remain alive. New stage this and new city that; it's all bout the potential of approach and where your passion can take you...

It's been such a great and long day,and the days seem to never end, even with my eyes closed during sleep. I honestly have no complaints. Just look around me. Look around us. Beside the love within me, I've got even the least kind of love with nature. A common picture taker, in which I am, I never mind the new scene. Our show is in the ghetto for God's sake. Looks like we'll need to RAP up the set...

Almost there. That feeling of, "Gosh, are we there yet" constantly creeps in my mind. It's the anxiety, but what medicates that part of me is knowing that I must slow down and just listen. Be slow to be better if that makes sense. Take all the time you can to learn something new, even if it's patience. After all it is the virtue that stands for discovering love. I always seem to mess that up because I never know my own status. What, where am I?...

The tour is going just fine and everything is perfect. Lets give it all to the most high and roll with the tide. I DON"T WANT IT TO EVER STOP...