So many opportunities have flown my way. I've fallen in and deeply I'm sinking into my comfort zone. Yes, home. I'm never alone in my decisions as I walk with a fleet of fighters who want the same things I do. You see, I am human yes, but my traits come from two angels. One, being my mother, and the second, being my lord and savior, Jesus Christ. With these heavenly beings, brings every possible ability to conquer my opportunities. From there, it's just the way I see it...
Been in love and folks know how it's been. One knows what it could've been. I spoke with a goody of mind last night about different aspects of my past. He specifically told me that the love is never lost. Really? What is real to some is fake to others. Really?! It depends on how you see it. Up close or from a distance...
I've been in the fields of the forest where there is nothing but trees and singing of the birds and bees. I stood right beneath the sun so that all beneath me was available for my creativity. I smelled the prettiest flowers and ate the sweetest fruits. All in this dream, I kept asking for it to be real; kept asking for perfection. It was almost as if I wanted out. I needed to get away from this thought of sleep and take a step back...
See by doing so, I could reflect, yet still with my eyes closed, I could still smile, laugh and cry tears of joy because all things at that point in time were perfect. Was she there? The sunlight, a flower, a bird or bee; could it be that this love was there with me? The past; the problems seem unshakeable. I'm sorry, need I know what next to do nor pursue. I'm talking moments to know that this problem is handled BETTER, LOOKING FROM A DISTANCE...
